Deep within the corners of My Mind.

I hate when..

GOD!!! COULD BOYS BE ANY MORE STUPID!! 

I am soo stressed out it unbelievable… You know when you have a good thing going, then all the sudden someone crushes it for you. 

I don’t know what to do.. 

I went to this party on Greek row, and was having a great time… Then the girl who is hosting it, invites my CRAZY EX?!?!? WTF!! 

*INSIDE NOTE* This guy I dated like 2 years ago and like he is psycho. He has bipolar disorder and his “doctor” told him it was “okay” to drink. What an idiot.. Anyways I had a party like 2 weeks before this and my ex came over drunk..while my crush was there,lets say things got out of hand. My ex proposed to me twice, tried killing himself in my home and ran around the neighborhood like a crazy person. That night he goes into a mental hospital. 

With that being said, my ex comes to this party. I look at the host like she’s fucking psycho!! She goes “Oh well, he said there was going to be no drama” WTF!!! Are you that stupid??? The kid just got out of a hospital 2 days ago!! He is mentally unstable. 

Then my crush shows up… This is where the fun begins. MY CRUSH AND EX ARE TALKING, WTF??!! In this little conversation they had, something happened… My ex ruined everything! 

He had said something to my crush.. And scared him away.. The guy barely spoke a word to me after that.. 

My ex ruined everything my crush and I had between us… My ex will do anything to get me away from someone I like or anyone who likes me.. I mean the guy, the night before expressed his undying love to me.. And all I wanted was for him to go.. And he did, but not so gracefully and friendly..

But then to make matters worst, is my crush believed him. My crush goes “I don’t trust girls… And I don’t know what to think of all of this.. I’ve been hurt too much“ 

Okay this is what I hate the most!! First of all you are going to believe a complete stranger over me. You’ve known my ex two days and me three months. Second is that my ex came out of a mental hospital, so to top it off your are going to believe a CrAzY person over a sane one. Smart.. Then third I have NO idea what my ex told you, so if you are lost on what is going on, I can’t help you because you won’t tell me!  

So WTF!! Plus saying you “don’t trust girls” is kind of ridiculous if you ask me. You are categorizing all girls under one stereotype. Not all girls are going to screw you over!! I’m not a whore or a bitch!  

Well I guess I’ll hope for the best with my crush.. 

Like I said though BOYS SUCK!!